Hello World.

Hello people of the world! I'm just being random right now and posting just whats on my mind at the moment. We just moved into our new & bigger apartment, which is just upstairs from our old one. It's nice to be in a bigger place because in the other apartment I felt somewhat enclosed in a pile of junk. Our junk is spread out more so it doesn't seem as bad! =D I'm also glad that Aaliyah has her own room. It's about time Eugene and I claimed our own territory and maybe some more action can take place. =D Probably not, but hey I guess I have better chances now that we don't have Aaliyah's crib right next to our bed! Haha! Anyways, it's almost Aaliyah's 2nd birthday and I'm planning to throw her a cupcake party. That means I'm making 40 cupcakes! It should be fun, well maybe not after the 20th one, but hey it's all for a good cause, my little monster Aaliyah. She is getting so big now. Every time I write in my journal that seems to be the first thing I say when referring to Aaliyah. But it's true! She's getting so much more bigger and getting smarter. Seeing her grow more and more each day, makes me look back at when she was a baby. I miss the babyness about her. It makes me want to have another one of these things, but when reality hits, I shake my head no. It's hard work man! I can't just get up and go; it's not about you anymore and if you are an independent person who likes to do things on their own time, I suggest you not have a child. That part of you is gone and I mean for a l-o-n-g time. But I appreciate Aaliyah every time I look at her because she has taught me a lot and forced me to grow into the person I always thought I should be. So there are the cons, but there are the pros that most definitely override them.

Well, I should go check on Aaliyah. She's in her room playing with her daddy and who knows what they're up to.